i love my friends.i just thought about writing an entry for them.i went home alone today because maui and remy had to stay to do some stuff and i realized how lonely it would be if i don't have such great friends.they accept me for who i am,low grades,sumpong,poknat and all.they always make me feel good and happy about myself.nasasakyan nila lahat ng trip ko sa buhay.i have never felt so important and cared for my entire life.here's a message for you guys..to..
..jhe- who despite of my kakulitan and kasungitan,is always by my side.always armed with her jokes.who feeds me with skyflakes and cottage cheese.who is always willing to accompany me to the cr,the fountain or anywhere else for that matter.who never got mad at me despite of what i said about bamboo.
..mau-who is always willing to teach me come physics and math time.who calls me up just to tell me that she's done her assignments and how she's so bored at home.who always makes me laugh with her funny and not so funny jokes.who told me that i should use my common sense.
..justine-who is always there to whisper the answers to me when i'm called to recite during math.who is always generous with her assignments and seatworks.who cracks me up all the time.who calls me up and we talk on the phone for an hour or so.
..tel-who is also known as my kamahalan.who is always there to listen to my stories.who believes that champ and i are really "mag-beh".who makes an entry for me in her blog.who promoted me.
..meme-who calls me up to share her pains and joys with me.my kachismisan about anything korean,japanese and chinese.who gave me my very first boa vcd.
..remy-who accompanys me to the "hotdogan".my commuting and gateway buddy.who makes me laugh with her crazy antics.
MARAMING SALAMAT SA LAHAT!!MAHAL KO KAYONG LAHAT!!^_^

today's GREAT day.A REALLY GREAT DAY.why?because earlier this afternoon,we went to see spongecola's mall show and it was GREAT!!!we got to take pictures and even have our posters and cds autographed!waaaah!i had my picture taken with yael!he and armo were both very cute,really cute.they were very nice and warm with the fans,too.they sang around 6 songs and yael and armo were reaally cute.it was my first time to attend a real band's mall show and i didn't know it could be so nerve-wracking.i didn't know that yael can actually play the drums and i have to say he was good at it.they even borrowed my pentel pen during the autograph signing cos theirs weren't working.they were not able to return it but what the heck,it's theirs to keep!yael was sick but he hid it very well.he was able to sing well and constantly reminded the rowdier fans to take it easy.he was always armed with his killer smile everytime the fans would sing with him.chris and armo were nice too.when they went out of their tent/dressing room, they were the first ones to say hi to us since we sort of panicked and froze there and just stared at them.gosh was nice too.he gave me a cute smile when i asked him if he can smile for the camera.they were very polite in dealing with the fans,constanly thanking everyone who bought their cd and the people who went there despite of the rains.they also sang "pare ko", originally done by the "greatest band in opm music", as yael said,eraserheads.it was soo much fun!now i am reaaally dying to have my "moment" with hale.i really want to go to their gig on the 28th even if it means having only 3 hours of sleep.haaay..*daydreaming* mabuhay ang opm!saludo ko sa inyong lahat!^_^

today is a day of mixed emotions.happiness,sadness and anger.today's a happy day because i always try to make the day a happy one so i'll be happy too.a sad one because ms.a is leaving for the u.s.you see ms. a is our favorite adviser because she loves us without any restrictions.she made us feel good about going home at 5 when everyone else would go home at 3.she never compared us with anyone.she never told us that we don't deserve to be in the science section.she always made us feel loved and cared for.but most of all,because of her love for us,we,too,learned to love one another and love ourselves.i will miss her so much.why does the nice teachers have to leave ?why can't the good for nothing ones leave instead?school would be sooo much fun if without them.and anger because of two reasons.the first being our overly grade-hungry classmates who cannot even share a stupid answer to some stupid trivia.i mean what is up with that?it would've been alright if they do not ask for answers when someone in class knows the answer,but no,they're the first ones who write the answer on a paper.but now that they know the answers,they already forgot about the others.i know this argument is stupid but this is not mainly about the stupid trivia.i'm more pissed off with their ways.uhaw...life is not all about grades,you know.you may be the smartest person in the world but if you have an attitude like that then you'll be lonely for the rest of your life.why do i care anyway?di naman ako mawawalan ng kaibigan eh,sino ba?! i almost killed someone once again because of her pissing the hell out of all of us.if you don't want to deal with such ignorant students,then i suggest you find a new job.. if they hire stupid people like you.anyway,i've been dying to watch hale's gig in padi's point on the 28th but because it's on a school day and it's quite late,then i guess i'll just have to let go of this dream for a little while.wag ka mag-alala,beh,magkikita rin tayo sa takdang panahon!hahaha!^_^

we've been writing lots and lots of stuff for our filipino and english class. we wrote some essays and some poetry.it' s been a pretty long time since i wrote some poems and stuff unless it's a school requirement because if that's the case then i won't have any other choice but to write something.i was very eager to write that i even wrote a sonnet for someone.haha!we were supposed to go home early because the teachers had to attend a meeting but since it's intramurals time, we had to stay for the batch practice.the batch practice was a mess in my personal opinion.i hated the fact that our supposedly "sister pals" had to piss the hell out of us.they dropped some offending jokes and kept babbling about how their cheers made them win so we should use them unless we want to lose.just one word from my kamahalan and all hell would've broken loose!*wink*i mean we appreciate the fact that even though we are already in our fourth year, they're still there to give us their support but then again they should know where to stop.they should know that we're old enough to handle stuff.but then again,it doesn't really matter so..anyway, today was a fun day.our class had our shares of really good jokes and some "bear jokes" courtesy of mama bear aka master showman aka pauline.haha!special mention!fun times!hahaha!^_^

was supposed to attend a career talk earlier this morning but because i got sick last night, tambay muna ako sa bahay.it's been a while since i got seriously sick,i usually have colds and cough but having a fever rarely happens until last night.most probably because i got soaked under the rain for about an hour waiting for ate mae to arrive from somewhere.talk about such luck.i feel much better today.i don't know why things happen to me in such perfect timing.getting sick a day before the ustet,having a zit before a pictorial,going home early only to be soaked under the cold rain.such perfect timing.nothing much has happened for the past week.we already started practicing for the intrams last thursday.we had a quiz in math enrichment and i messed up the second part of it,study na naman!i've been listening to hale's album for about 3 weeks now.it's pretty weird that i keep listening to the same cd over and over again,like what i did with spongecola's cd,but it's a nice cd so it's worth listening to.i am in love(?) with someone at this moment.this person has the nicest voice and can play the guitar really well.wanna know who this person is?it's..champ luipio of hale!tae,addict na ko!o anong ligaya!hahaha!^_^

let me tell you my story.i was sitting inside the jeepney while trying to dry my umbrella, wet because of the rain when suddenly the song played.then i thought about what i posted yesterday, is it really over?wala na ba talaga?i kept on asking myself.the answer is..no.i'd be lying if i say that i don't feel anything now.feelings don't disappear just like that.haaaayyy..tulong naman o..

today's a cold and rainy day. i now hate rainy days because everytime it rains,aurora blvd. becomes aurora blvd.,the river.if this goes on,then i guess i'll have to buy another pair of shoes coz my present pair is slowly disintegrating.yay!we reported on breakeven analysis yesterday and i nearly killed our teacher had she asked another damn question that our report doesn't even cover.she even told us that we got the wrong chart,graph,whatever you call that illustration,when i even asked her earlier if we got the correct presentation and she said yes.putek,ang gulo mong kausap!kala ko tuloy magiging kriminal ako bigla eh!so yeah..did i mention that i have a new crush?!but i won't tell who, for some reasons.alam na ng maria kung sino yun!( si beh..!!hahaha!) before i forget, i promised jherramie that i will post this on my blog so here it is.due to jherramie's demand,here's the edited version:

*hoy,babae na nagngangalang..*tooot*,
iyo na!iuwi mo na sa inyo at itali mo nang di na mawalay sayo!magpakaligaya ka!gudluck!*iuwi mo na baby...*hahaha!

so there it is, it's all over!hahaha!^_^

just came home from gateway and no,i didn't cut class or anything.bakit ko naman gagawin yun e ang sarap sarap mag-aral...due to the transport strike,our classes were only until twelve and we decided to go to gateway to,ehem,unwind.hahaha!we didn't really have classes since we were only given 30 minutes per subject so we just slacked off.we,jhe,remy and i,were supposed to go there wearing our uniform but thanks to gitanna's warning about our english teacher's after class plan which includes "paulininan-hunting-in-gateway",we decided to go home and change then just meet up somewhere in gateway.and boy did we make a good decision because the moment i entered gateway's premises,about 4 paulininas were running for their lives which only means that they saw someone they should run away from,meaning they saw some teachers.haha!i felt relieved knowing that i wasn't wearing our uniform.so yeah,we played in timezone and i am now officially the worst driver in the history.haha!you see,remy and i decided to play some racing game while waiting for jhe to finish playing drummania.the moment we started playing,my racecar was everywhere but the race track!i kept on bumping other cars and 2 minutes into the game,my car was already a mess!haha,but i still finished second!did i mention that only two persons played the game?that's how worse my driving skills are.i wasn't able to finish a stage in drummania because we all kept laughing while i was playing!haha!saya talaga!^_^

wow,two posts in one day and with only 2 hours of gap after my first post for this day!must find more important things to do,but not after i finish typing this post.okay,i'm really happy at this very moment because i found out that my former crush actually has a friendster account!hahaha!he was the only reason why i looked forward to being in school every single day.i know it sounds corny but it's true.when he found out that i like him,he stopped talking to me!we used to be seatmates and that's how it all started.hahaha!if i remember it right,he loves skateboarding and slipknot and now he even plays the guitar!wow!aaaaahhhhhh!i'm soooooooooooo happy!!!!friendster can really do wonders!!!waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!(^_______^)

today is barkada day so justine,maui,jhe,remy and gelo all trooped to my house and it was sooo much fun.too bad meme and my kamahalan were not able to come due to some things.mau and jhe arrived at around 10 am then justine came around 11 and then we went to gateway to fetch our "princess",as we all address her because of her princess-like ways.biruin mo yun,kami pa ang susundo sa kanya!ah,kasi,medyo kayo dapat ang pumunta dito diba?!being her super nice friends,we all went to gateway to fetch her.so yeah,we were there and she wasn't there.so we were like okay,let's just go around first just to not look stupid waiting for someone who will arrive anytime soon,anytime soon meaning after 2 hours!wow.but that was fine..kahit badtrip na si jhe.then we boarded on some tricycles then arrived at our house and had lunch.after lunch,we spent the next hours singing and um,listening to jherramie's "golden voice",as she would like to say.kala ko mamamatay na ko eh!but it was cool because i got even with our neighbor who abuses his right to hold a microphone and sing!haha,pantay na tayo ngayon!so yeah,tumambay lang kami and ate popcorn,burnt popcorn to be exact,thanks to our cooking skills.putek,microwave na nga lang,nasunog pa!haha!then we sang some songs to help us release our tension and frustrations in life but mainly because i would like to get even with our neighbor!haha!hmm..i'm planning on buying a jacket since it's almost "winter time",so i guess i'll have to save up again.i also want to buy barbie almalbis' new cd because it has really good songs in it and i want to buy a new pair of chucks,the high cut one.sponsors,anyone?!haha,kapalmuks!^_^

i have lots and lots of things to write about today.where should we start?hmmm..let's talk about my 15 minutes,i mean seconds,of fame(?).as i've said we were to sing on stage as a group but then gian thought that it would be much better if we sing some of the parts in solo so we did.i was soooo nervous that my knees were literally shaking.i haven't sang on stage alone so you can just imagine how i felt during our performance.i kept on forgetting the lines during the chorus part because the only lines i memorized by heart were my lines so i kept on smiling so as to not let the audience notice that i'm already messing up and i think i did okay.my classmates said i was good but then again they're my friends so they'll say i was good even if i'm not,but thanks anyway for boosting my morale when you guys clapped for me while i was singing.mahal ko kayong lahat,salamat!so yeah..i also danced but not on stage just inside the room,may kahihiyan pa naman ako!it was fun to be able to dance again after five years.you see,i used to dance during elementary days.i was known as a dancer and not as a singer but then i found singing more fun and interesting so i stopped dancing and started singing.moving along (tour guide?!)..today's also the convocation and my dad took my card.it was his first time to do so and he was very happy then the cards were distributed.well,he didn't really got furious upon seeing my card but i know that he was disappointed with me.but he told me that it's okay and that i would have to do better next quarter.he even told me that i did well on stage though i kept on smiling.my being on stage is actually the reason why he wanted to take my card.nobody was supposed to get my card because my mom had to do some stuff but when my dad heard that i was gonna sing onstage,he volunteered to do so.i was sooo nervous upon knowing that he will take my card but he didn't really say anything about it just yet.pa,i'm really sorry.by the way,thank you to ms.froilan,gian,millli,maui,justine,jhe,meme,tel,remy and everyone (iv-maria at iba pang mga tao) who did a great job on handling some issues for me.MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYONG LAHAT!MARAMING SALAMAT!!!another huge zit is on my cheek,right cheek this time.according to remy "angge,in love ka ba?!"
hahaha!kayo makakasagot nyan,in love ba ko?tae,ang corny!nga pala,wag nyong sagutin yan,joke lang yan.hahaha!^_^

hi!for some reason,today is a happy day.most probably because we didn't have math because of the mass and we didn't have physics.quite funny that instead of typing the word physics, i type the word physucs,jhe,kaw ba yan?!haha!let's see what happened today..we had mass today where we sat on the bleachers but because two sections were sitted in the bleachers,i was one of the unfortunate ones that had to do the "in-out" thing so the other students can sit.then maui,jhe and i had a very short-lived fight due to some stuff.you see,i'm not really good with dedmahan when i'm in a fight with someone so i usually apologize first just to make the fight stop.then we had accounting where we talked about balance shits..oops,i mean sheets.the "are you with me?' tally summed to only 17.this is rare because at one period,the tally reached 65 "are you with me?"!so yeah..we're to perform for tomorrow's convocation and i have to sing my part..SOLO.i've been singing for quite some time now but i have never sang on a stage alone.well,i'm not gonna sing alone but i would have to sing my part alone.waaahhh!today's a really happy day..really happy.speaking of happy,HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MAMA MARY!^_^

today's a really tiring and stressful day..haaayyy..everyone's so worried about grades and other academic stuff.i'm worried too,but hey,what's done is done,let's just do better next time,okay?i'm just happy that i only got 3 instead of 4.that was not at all expected,whee!so yeah..i messed up another math enrichment test.ano bang bago?! hehe!i'm confused about soo many things.confused with school,my life and with you.it's all wrong..hindi dapat..maling-mali.i know you cannot relate to anything i'm saying right now,but i just want to get this over with.waaaahhhh!ano bang ginagawa mo sa kin?!another irritating event took place a while ago when some lady from hell told us na ang gugulo namin.oo,magulo nga kami,may problema ka dun?!just because your life sucks doesn't mean you can ruin ours.this is not at all related but can you guess who peed on her undies due to excessive laughter?!^_^

hi!today's a fun but tiring day.we started the day off with such humorous morning assembly leaders.don't worry guys,sa umpisa lang yan nakakakaba,pagtagal kapalmuks na rin kayo!haha!we also changed the sitting arrangement ,so i no longer sit next to maui and to my forever-sitmate-during-the-first-quarter-dahil-alphabetical-pa-ang-arrangement,ciara.but it's not all that sad cos now i sit next to astrid and nina.i sit along the aisle and nina told me that i shouldn't be sitted where i am sitted because my mind is always off somewhere,in short,i am always daydreaming.maybe because i think of you just a little too much and by doing so,i now have a HUGE zit on my left cheek just in time for tomorrow's shoot.perfect timing!so yeah..as i've said,today's ISO day so the teachers were all nice.our class also had a fun time giving each member of the class a "star name" (mine's "star mandarin",don't even bother asking why),because according to them ,we're "stars".pretty weird huh?that's what too much math and physics can do to one's brain.kidding!and also because of today's ISO,all quizzes were postponed.sounds great,doesn't it?not.because this only means that we'll be loaded with three quizzes tomorrow.dale!goodluck na lang!by the way,i saw troll last night.o anong ligaya!haha!bangag na naman ako!haha!^_^

hi!i noticed that some of my recent posts were about sadness,frustration and the like so this'll be a happy post.whee!as i've said in my previous posts,our school had a "fire drill" which happens approximately twice a month.i don't know how some freak can actually find bliss in pushing a supposedly off-limits button that can only be pushed if there's an emergency.pretty weird huh?and jhe,as usual,had her so-called "panic time" upon hearing the fire alarm.we pretty much did nothing today.we had mass in the morning and some preparation for monday's ISO during the afternoon.ISO days can actually be pretty fun because the teachers are suddenly all nice towards their students and the canteen suddenly seems like a decent place to eat in.speaking of nice,i was blog-hopping a while ago and i came across jake versoza's blog.for those who don't know who jake versoza is,he is one of the country's best photographers and his blog certainly shows just that.it's full of ordinary scenes ,but because of his amazing talent,he is able to turn these scenes into extraordinary photos.the photos are so beautiful it actually makes you appreciate the things around you more.galing talaga!i also played a game calle "chuzzle" which i downloaded from the net and it was soo fun!so full of color and cute furballs with googly eyes.it's soo cute!hahaha!isip bata!^_^