we had an open forum this afternoon because of some conflicts with our adviser and with our class..and i cried.it's not anything new since i cry everytime we have an open forum probably because i don't take things seriously unless it really bothers me.i always thought that our class is a happy class.that we're okay and happy but we're not.so many things happened for the past few days.too many requirements,too little time.being in the science section,we're already used to people telling us that we are "all brains and no heart".i respect that opinion but please also understand that we're also normal people like you guys.we commit mistakes and even hurt others with our action and we're sorry for that.but please don't go around saying that we don't deserve to be in the class.what hurt me the most was what someone told us that she doesn't want her daughter to grow up like us.ganon ba kami kasama?we commit mistakes,we're no different from any of you guys and i'm sure that you all commit mistakes.you don't have any right to judge us because you don't know what we've been through to be in this section but most of all,you don't know us.you don't know me.you don't know how much work i put into what i do.don't judge me just because i don't do well in class or because i always joke around.you don't really know me so don't tell me who the hell i should be.don't tell me what i should do.just let me be,i'll be fine on my own,thank you.i don't need you to help me.heck,i survived for sixteen years without knowing you so i'll do just fine even without your help.

we don't have classes today and we're loaded with lots of homeworks.kala ko ba no homeworks during the weekends?!tae!sorry for the term.you see starting tomorrow we are not allowed to use profanity inside the classroom,sucks right?!the only profanity, if you call these terms as such,we can use are the following:tae and ampuu.gone are the "o gago" days with my kamahalan.a lot of things happened last week.first we had the sabayang bigkas,then the barrio fiesta,then the play we watched last saturday.we didn't win in the sabayang bigkas but we're fine with that cos the other section really deserved to win.the barrio fiesta.heck,i don't want to talk about this.it's that bad. the play we watched saturday was really good.the dancers were all great and i actually had a good time.we also had fun cursing a lot of people last saturday.it was soo much fun!!by the way,maria is no longer the science section.cool huh?!^_^

i'm sick.my head hurts.maybe because the head is like the stomach,when it's empty,it'll hurt.yeah,maybe that is the logical explanation for it..so yeah,we went to greenhills yesterday and played in the arcades.i didn't play that much because i was already feeling sick. okay,enough about this whole i'm-sick thing.i'll definitely be better tomorrow.why you ask?coz it's sunday and sunday is troll day!whee!anyway,as i've said it was a fun day.we ate at mcdo..^_^that's enough reason for the day to be fun.haha!then we went to justine's house for merienda.by the way,salamat tita dolly para sa masarap na merienda!but it was not all that fun because _ _ _ _ was being her usual self again.haay,we have been putting up with her for the longest time.she was being her selfish self again.i mean,hindi lang ikaw ang tao dito.she was once again ordering everyone like we're her slaves.haay..okay,maybe she will change so i'll just let it go.i know she's trying so let's give her a chance.this is not at all related but, bogo, you are the meanest teacher i know.you do not have any right to shout at the janitor in front of your students.sinisweldohan ka rin naman so don't think you're all that.the janitor is definitely much nicer than you are.by doing that,you are just showing how bad you really are.you have a definite position in hell,we already reserved you one.

our neighbor is once again abusing his right to hold a microphone and sing.waaahhh!he's been singing for the longest time!awat na!!!i just came home from school and we watched this british parliament (whatever ) debate.it was okay though i just sat there and pretended to be intereseted and amused by what they were arguing about.no offense meant but i was just not in the mood to listen to their arguments.so yeah..i'm currently addicted to maggi's creamy carbonara.i've been eating it every merienda for the past three days.aahh..sooo good!yum!today's an easy breezy day,we pretty much did nothing.i think my butt is now twice the size it was before because of all the sitting that i do,but you didn't really have to know that..by the way,i would like to thank our filipino teacher, sir richard sinque for you know what..salamat talaga,sir!haha, what could that possibly be?!hulaan nyo!^_^

nangharana kami!hahaha!we were chosen to sing some songs to the different staffs of the school and it was soo much fun!!we started at around 9 am and ended at around 4 pm.it could've been more fun if we were not wearing this silk muslim costume we wore during last year's field demo (we won best in costume!).silk should only be worn as pajamas, not as an everyday wear.it was soo hot!after serenading,pwede nang pigain ang costume sa pawis!haha!but it was still fun.we were able to make,uhm,harbas 3 grocery bags full of goodies !chocolates, candies, biscuits and everything else,you name it, we have it!(okay,maybe not everything..).it was also fun coz we got to fool around and share stories with our fellow haraners.haha!the only bad thing about this is that my throat and legs really hurt.but heck, seeing smiles on people's faces was worth the pain!^_^

feeling sad?try listening to this song by hale..

blue sky

when do stars fade their light?
does the moon and the sun make it right
for you the world maybe
like an endless storm chasing a mystery

is there hate in your heart?
does your body drop and tell you to stop
loving you or loving me
when it all falls down you just sing with me

coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
a blue sky waiting tomorrow
waiting tomorrow
maybe it's all we need

oh don't you wash away that smile
you just look out the window and see the light
it's beautiful to be alive
it's wonderful to be alive

the sun is sure to shine
for you and me for everyone
so don't be sad it's just the start
of a new beginning in your life

rain will keep on pouring
some things you can't control
and while the sun seems far and hard to hold
it will unfold

there will always be a blue sky
a blue sky waiting tomorrow

waaaaahhh!it's official.the "troll" does live in cubao!ermin garcia st. to be exact.how did i know?!thanks to my mom who initiated the "plan".it goes like this,i see the troll five minutes before the mass ends.he was standing in the dark (horror effect) with his sister,and the moment i saw something unsually thick sitting on someone's head,i was sure it was him.surprise,it was really him!!hahaha!so we waited for them to get out of the church and my mom kept following them and then they turned left and disappeared..NOT!turns out they live beside the church.yes,beside the church!which explains why he goes to church wearing what looks like his pambahay.haha!what a nice day it is !hahaha!^_^

we just got home from gateway and i bought a cd!yey!it's hale's cd.i was suppose to buy this cd a few months earlier but i was having second thoughts about it coz the only song they've released at that time was broken sonnet,which became a favorite of mine the moment i've heard it.such a nice song!i'm glad i bought the cd coz it has great songs in it.i know i'm starting to sound like a saleslady,but it's true,it's a good buy!they have great,catchy songs and it doesn't hurt that their vocalist,champ,is so cute!^_^ i'm beginning to sound like a groupie..hhmm..i love opm bands.each and everyone of them is talented in their own way,too bad they're not given much opportunity to,um,shine.actually it's quite nice that people are now paying attention to these talented,amazing bands.they deserve all the love and attention!one of my favorite bands of all time is the eraserheads.they write such great songs.too bad they've disbanded but they'll always be the greatest band to ever exist in the local music scene.i love all their songs,especially with a smile and ang huling el bimbo.galing talaga!to all opm bands out there,saludo ako sa inyo!^_^

it's rainy time once again!as i've said before, rainy time = hibernating time!whee!i just came home from school.how's the exams?great.really great.math,as usual, was the hardest one.it was even harder today because our teacher didn't tell us that we can use our calculators for the exam, being the stupid student that i am, i followed her stupid rule and what do i get?a stupid grade of course!what a nice teacher she is..anyway,just three more (english,computer and math en.) and im through!haha!today's reaally cold, i might catch a cold anytime soon.waah!i hate getting a cold coz once i start sneezing,there's no stopping it!pretty embarrasing huh?there's a song that's been playing in my mind the whole day.it's spongecola's latest single,gemini.try reading the lyrics of the song,something's quite interesting about it.^_^ overall, i didn't do well during the first quarter and i'm running out of reasons why i can't seem to focus on my studies..ayayay..

UPCAT's over!!!whee!i know it's four days late but isn't it a call for a celebration?!it's over!!im happy though i didn't do too well on the exam.the math and science part were REALLY hard, the language part was quite easy compared to the subjects mentioned above.hahaha!i just came home from school and my feet really hurts..you see i wore heels (yes, high heels) for a program for the linggo ng wika.i don't really wear heels for two reasons,the first reason is that i don't like wearing heels and the second one is that i really don't like wearing heels.i'd rather wear sneakers than those torturous heels.anyway, we won the competition though we were not given any time to rehearse.i guess we're getting really good at cramming.by the way tomorrow marks the start of torture days, known to all as examination time.so i should end this post right now.^_^

today's friday, which means tomorrow's a saturday and saturday = upcat day!whee!to be honest, i'm actually nervous about how the test will turn out. probably because i didn't attend any review classes and because i haven't seriously reviewed on anything which means dale ako bukas. there wouldn't be any pressure if my dad didn't tell me that he wanted me to go to UP. waaaahhh!aside from the whole upcat thing, another thing is confusing me but i wouldn't want to talk about it..binibitin ko lang kayo!hahaha!it's been bugging me for the longest time...tungkol saan yun?di ko pa rin sasabihin!waaahh! anyway, we were given a half-day so we can review for the upcat. they told us to make use of the time given so natulog ako!hahaha! there was also a "fire", which happens in our school twice in a month, because of some weirdo's hobby to go around pushing the fire alarm found all over the building.but this time it's a good thing, because our physics teacher gave us some problems to answer and being the good student that i am, i was not in the mood to answer which was denser among these two: a 1kg of water 0r 10kg of water, because even if i do answer it (which will not happen anytime soon), it still wouldn't make a difference in my life. no lunatic would go around and kill you if you don't know the answer to this question,right?so i decided not to answer it.hahaha!to all those who will be taking the upcat,goodluck sa ating lahat!^_^

it's raining!haha!most of you probably don't realize this, but rainy season actually represents 3 reasons to be happy. according to extensive research, the rainy season can also mean hibernating time, spending-time-at home time, and my favorite, vacation time!whee!^_^ i just came home from school, also known as torture chamber. i'm tired and sleepy as usual. today' s actually quite a nice day. where sholud i begin?okay, let's start with the colorful banderitas hung along the corridors all the way to the canteen. i know it sounds corny but it actually made the school a happier place to be in. it's festive so it lessens my burden..haha, nagdrama pa eh! my friends and i are already planning about our activities come sembreak and summer vacation. i'm happy coz i sat next to bianca (uuy..special mention.. ) on the way home! i also did not pay for my jeepney fare because gelo, maui's boyfriend paid for us! haha! sana lagi mong sunduin si maui! haha! kapalmuks! haha! according to my friend, justine, " huwag kang masyadong masaya, di natin alam kung kelan tayo kukunin ng Panginoon!" so i'll stop now.^_^

hi!just came home from the church, and no, i didn't melt or anything..though i almost did.the reason? you'll find out later after i tell my story so you'll read my post, araso?*evil laugh* just kidding..btw, araso means alright in korean. see? you learn a lot of things by just reading my posts!anyway back to my story, which i haven't started yet..we,mom,sister and i, went to the church at around 5 in the afternoon and were quite worried thinking that we're already late for the mass. turns out we were early, early by almost an hour!ha!thanks to my mom who thought that there' s a 5pm mass. lesson learned : check mass schedule. so we waited for an hour, which seemed like eternity, when my sister decided to try the tokneneng, also known as quail eggs, sold outside. being the good person that i am (actually, i'm quite hungry too, hehe..), i decided to accompany her. so there, we ate the toknenengs and went inside and waited and waited and..okay, i'll stop now. then the commentator told us to stand up for the mass (sa wakas..). did the usual things done inside the church during a mass when suddenly...the troll arrived! for those who don't know who the troll is, pasensya kayo!*evil laugh..again*the troll is the newest crush of the one who owns this blog, in short, ako yun. hahaha! i thought i'll never see him again, but obviously..oh, btw, upcat is just six days away. my sched is on august 6, 12-5 pm, physics bldg.hanggang sa building ba naman, physics pa rin!?please pray for everyone who'll be taking the upcat. salamat!^_^