i've been getting myself into minor accidents for the past few days.two days ago,i slipped in front of not one person,but in front of the whole batch during our batch practice!i ended up having a badly bruised right knee and a badly damaged self-esteem!haha!last night,while doing our project,i stapled my left middle finger because i was too busy watching tv when i should be looking at what i'm doing.i never thought that having your finger stapled can hurt so much.my finger is still numb up to this very moment .such luck.my throat is also in a bad condition because of my eating an ice cream right after screaming my ass off during the batch practice.saya diba?!^_^

it's been two weeks since my last post and no,i'm not busy or anything,i'm just too lazy to recall all the stuff i do everyday.i've been noticing some changes with myself for the past few days.i don't get this but i'm actually acting like a girl.you see,i've never been vain my entire life.i'm not very conscious of my actions,of how i look and how i conduct myself.but now,i suddenly have the urge to wear lipgloss,perfume,lotion and other vain stuff.i don't know,it's creeping me out!maybe because i'm already 16 and it's only right that i act like one.i think my mom's actually quite happy with these changes.she would be smiling at me when i ask her to buy me a new lotion or a powder.she probably feels relieved to know that her eldest daughter is a girl indeed.i don't know.before,i used to wear shirts with my beloved puruntong and chucks,well i still wear shirts and chucks but i seldom wear the puruntongs i used to love so dearly.pretty weird huh?i'm also starting to buy lots and lots of tsinelas.this week alone,i bought two pairs and i'm planning to buy another one next week.maybe because they're so comfy and my feet can 'breathe' in them.ngayon ko lang napagtanto,babae nga talaga ko!these changes are quite good because for once i get to be treated like a girl.my mom and i would talk about beauty products and my pinakamamahal na champoy in the car while listening to his unbelievably nakakakilig na boses!she (my mom) actually complains about listening to hale's cd over and over again but it's just soo good.parang pringles,once you pop,you can't stop!hahaha!^_^

a facial wash & 2 pieces of toblerone.a kid kneeling in front of the manager,asking for forgiveness,crying.put these 2 things together and you have a case of shoplifting.i "hanged out" with may mom today.we went to gateway for lunch and listened to hale's wonderful cd over & over again while we were in the car.we went to her office coz she had to get some reports,which meant that i have to stay in her office for about an hour or so.i know you're probably wondering how all of these is related to the first three sentences found at the beginning of this entry.you see,a kid shoplifted a facial wash and 2 pieces of candy while we were in my mom's office.he kneeled in front of the manager,pleading and crying.i couldn't help but feel bad for the kid.i know that it wasn't his intention to steal things but probably because he wanted it so badly,he couldn't control himself from taking something that is not his.point here is that,we often take the things we have for granted.we never seem to be contented with what we are blessed with.we always ask for something better,something much more grandiose than what we already have.i will not be a hypocrite and say that i have always been contented with what i have,i have those days too.but this incident somehow changed the way i view life.here i am, complaining about not having the latest stuff,while this kid went out of his way for 2 pieces of candy,which i'm sure all of us fail to appreciate.some would probably say that it is just a stupid candy,but this very candy actually means the whole world for someone.it means so much to him that he was willing to steal just to have a taste of it.in a way,i know GoD wants me,and the rest of us,to realize something.He wants us to be happy & contented with what He has given us.let's not disappoint Him.go & spread this message: BE HAPPY AND DO NOT FORGET TO THANK HIM FOR WHAT YOU HAVE!^_^