fourth failed attempt.maybe it's really not meant to be.what's all the fuss about?we were supposed to go to ateneo to watch some concert in which hale is performing.but as i said,fourth failed attempt.first,there was padi's point,then ratsky,then myx mo and now ateneo.call me cheesy,but i really hoped for this.i was even prepared with a letter,the cd,a pen just in case i manage to corner champoy and ask him to sign my cd.haaayy..kailan ba?di ko rin alam.

today we went to sm southmall to watch el filibusterismo, the play.it was okay though i pretty much slept the entire show.it wasn't bad or anything, it's just that we already studied about el fili and already took the exams about it so not watching the play won't make much of a difference.biruin mo dinayo ko pa ang southmall para matulog!i only have one complain though,how come everyone gets to sit comfortably in their soft,fluffy chairs,while ciara and i sat on monobloc chairs all through out the show?!talk about being uncomfortable!okay lang,nakatulog pa rin naman ako eh!haha!i was observing some people during the play and i observed that my classmates and i look so much younger than people our age.no offense meant.it's just that they all act so matured and it's weird.kapag pinagtabi kami,nagmumukha akong grade 6!or maybe because i'm so childish that's why they look kinda odd to me.my mom even told me that i think and act like an 8 year old,is that supposed to be a compliment?haha!i don't know.i just don't feel like being too pa-girl or being too stiff.the girliest girl i can get is when i put some cheek tint so i don't look too pale,as if i met count dracula along the way and that's it.i don't really enjoy wearing skimpy outfits and those torturous heels.but i don't have anything against people who enjoy these stuff.i remember my experience during last year's prom where i wore a gown and heels,all made up from head to toe.i wasn't really supposed to attend the prom since i don't really like going to formal parties and events but when i saw a gown on the newspaper,it made me think twice and now,i swore to my mom that i will never attend the prom again unless of course,champoy is my partner which is quite impossible so i probably won't attend any prom again!i don't even have plans for my debut.i know it's still two years from now but i just feel like planning.this is my blog anyway and there's nothing you can do about that!for my debut,there will definitely be no gown and heels,no 18 roses, 18 candles or anything.i would like to go on a vacation,say bohol or if i'm lucky,even palawan with my family,spend a good 3 or 4 spankin' days there,just like what we did during my last birthday,where the whole family chilled in beautiful boracay!whee!i'm also excited about college,meeting new people,learning new stuff(or maybe not).yayay!^_^

new layout..again.my old layout's only three weeks old,but because i don't have anything better to do than to take advantage of the fact that i have the computer to myself,i decided to change it.and just like before,what do you think?the skin's a bit childish with the rainbow and cute creatures,but it still has the colors i love so much.yey!^_^

and i'm back!!!!yahoo!*sindi fireworks*so many things happened for the past 3 weeks or so.i'm really sorry for not posting it sooner. my palusots for not being able to post anything here: 1.our ever so reliable computer broke down again for the nth time;2.we went to baguio for our retreat;and last but definitely not the least,3. i'm just too lazy to do so!!!what a surprise!!hmm..let me tell you about our baguio trip first.we went to baguio last tuesday and spent about four long,cold days in there.we spent some uncivilized time there.no cellphones,no tvs,no internet,no music and i survived!woohoo!but don't get me wrong,it was fun!we got to spend time with each other and it was great.today,i went mall-hopping as usual.it's great since we're surrrounded with malls.first,there's gateway,then there's sm cubao,then there's ali mall and then there's farmer's plaza and each mall is just 5 minutes away from each other!lately,i've been getting addicted to magazines.my month's just not complete if i don't get my monthly dose of magazines.magazines are expensive!good thing there's filbars,in case i don't have enough money to buy all three of them.we went to mau's house today and it was fun.i rode the mrt from sm north all the way to cubao!woohoo!adventure!i was all alone when i did that!yey,di na ko maliligaw!o anong saya!^_^

new layout.i finally figured out why i'm always too lazy to update . it is because i'm getting too bored with my blog's layout but then again i'm just lazy,new layout or old layout!haha,umamin!so yeah,i was staring at my blog for a good 3 minutes or so and decided to change its skin.what do you think?

i just finished reading the alchemist by paulo coelho,i'll have to say it's a good book.it teaches you to follow your heart's desire,even if everyone else tells you that your dreams are way too impossible to achieve.just do what you want in life.follow your dreams.take chances.work hard for that dream of yours,who knows,it might just become a reality.i've been listening to coldplay's album,x & y,and i feel so sorry for myself for not being able to listen to them sooner.they're such a good band!such prolific lyrics and haunting (in a good way) melodies.no wonder people from all over love their music so much!i'm a convert!i especially love their song "fix you",it's just so good!this line struck me the most:"if you'll never try,you'll never know just what you're worth".come to think of it,chris martin has a point.we are often too scared to take risks because we are scared of failure,scared of what other people may think if we mess up.that's why most of us do not get what we want,because we're too scared of what will happen if we decide to follow that dream.but i guess it's just normal to feel that way because you don't know what to expect and what will come out of it.scared to be called a 'failure'.as i've mentioned before,i have decided to do something.i will take that risk,and well,hopefully something good will come out of it.sana nga..please help me pray for that something.salamat!^_^

hi!i haven't posted anything for the past three weeks or so because i am,again,too lazy to update.what's been happening lately?let me see..well,we just had our intramurals where we came out as the champions,as expected(haha,ang yabang eh no,kala mo anong malaking ginawa para sa batch eh!).haha!so i'm only a member of the pep squad but may i just say that it is not easy to scream your lungs out just to boost your batchmates' morale but hey it's worth it(did i mention we came out as the champions?just checking!).we were given a much deserved sembreak which fortunately lasts for a week unlike last year where we were given only three days,saturday and sunday included.i am once again getting better at doing nothing since that is what i usually do during breaks.we went to batangas last sunday to unwind and i loved it because i got to swim..on the bed that is.yeah,i went all the way to batangas to catch some forty winks (sleep),so kill me.i have been doing some thinking lately and have decided to do something once i get out of highschool.it's very unlikely for me to do,but hey,it's nice to do something for a change.so yeah..today i did some mall hopping to buy something and my feet hurts because of too much walking,but it's all good since i got what i needed plus i ate mcflurry on the way home.i love mcdo.i love everything in there (maybe except for their spaghetti which is always short on the sauce,but other than that,it's all good).sorry about the delayed post.i'll find time to update more often para masaya!haha!^_^